Sometimes I wake up in a world Where I can hear Birds that sing a song That only trees can sing-a-long And the trickle of the stream Reminds me it’s a dream And I can’t hear again And I can’t hear again
Listen to the music speak The words I can’t sing Don't want to wait I've got more to say Listen to the music play The silence away Maybe you ll see What it means to me And I can’t hear again And I can’t hear again
Would it make a difference If I heard the words I say Does it even matter What do people think Maybe I don’t have to worry Maybe I don’t need to care I live in a world you can't imagine The story I would tell
But if I take another chance And play the chords again Sing the songs they ll like to hear Maybe then they’ll understand
tired
Friday, February 26, 2010 at 3:43 AM
am really, very, very tired from all the rushes...feel like collapsing when i only have 2, 3 hours of sleep nowadays...
today will be the first day of production:)
If the hero, never comes to you If you need someone, you’re feeling blue If you wait for love, and you’re alone If you call your friends, nobody’s home You can run away, but you can’t hide Through a storm and through a lonely night Then I’ll show you there’s a destiny The best things in life, they are free~ ♥
play
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 at 1:43 AM
i accepted the offer to go for a 2-weeks SSUE exchange at shanghai and beijing from 12th to 26th may:) sounds pretty exciting!
hall prod is in 2 days time! full dress at RP everyday this week! though we are all very tired but i am still very happy cos i got the chance to participate in hall prod which i have always wanted to do! and everyone of us have been putting in a lot of effort for it:) just two more days, hang on:D
quote of the day:)"The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." yupp, this shall be!:) i likeeee~
babe, do not lose faith!:)
twenty-two
Monday, February 22, 2010 at 12:11 AM
my twenty-two:)
big feast with all my relatives on sunday! daddykins and mummykins really know how to choose nice dishes:D and my aunt actually bought a cake secretly for me and all my relatives then sang me a bday song. as quoted from my aunt, it really feels like i am having a 21st bday party when u see all ya relatives and cousins gathered tog for ya bday:) touched maxs!
rushed back to ntu for rehearsal after that. happened to be kj's and cy's bday so all of us took turns to sing bday song for one another with kj's cake:D lol
come next day in which i had a simple yet very heartwarming celebration with family:) and yepp is blackforest cake again! LOL
after that, i went back hall to celebrate with muffins!:) tho the mixtures and concoctions are really gross (esp the dragonfruit with garlic chilli and mussels with gross juice, my gosh, i actually stomached them in!lol), i am still very touched by the celebration, the presents, the totally funny and original video and of course, the friends!:) thankks muffins for the celebration and the effort u all put in! u all made my 22nd so happy and meaningful!
thanks bee for the beautiful accessories as well! and not forgetting all the wishes!
shall post up the pictures and video soon!
truly blessed, touched and happy from the bottom of my heart!:) <3
pen
Saturday, February 20, 2010 at 12:27 AM
just ended my first full dress rehearsal. strange but true enough, i always have hunger spangs after every rehearsal and will try to rumage for food in hall...heh..next few rehearsals will be the same kind of full dress which means full make up and speedlight costume changing but since is gonna be the production day soon, i shan't rant anymore. heee
am going house visiting tmr and cant wait for all my relatives to visit my house on sunday:) dad has ordered a spread for them at this famous zi char restaurant:) yums!
sometimes u just have to take a step backward, breathe and feel that the world is indeed wonderful:)why make simple things appear so difficult? what u yearn for is an answer at the end of the tunnel but what if there is not a single echo at all? Waiting is painful, forgetting is painful but not knowing which to do is actually the worse...Love, some people say it is sweet, some say it is sour, some treasure it, some say it brings bitterness, some keep waiting for something, some built it all over again over the ruined one, some says it takes two to make it happen and some keep it a secret.
no matter what, life loves you and you should keep your smile shine bright:) afterall, love is a dance that is performed by two hearts of the same beat. it is okie to be not okie and is perfect to be not perfect...
alrights,back to projectsssssss (growls)
cny
Monday, February 15, 2010 at 11:15 AM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!:))
loves cny to the max cos is the time to receive ang baos, catch up with some of my relatives and cousins, savour all the nice dishes my ah ma and her sis cooked and not forgetting her bai guo dessert which everyone loves!:) not to mention all the house visitings, rounds after rounds of ban luck, new year goodies, in-house lion dance, beautifully-blossomed plants! am totally immersed in the happy, festive mood! and so happy that i went to chinatown on the eve to grab all the cheap mochi and i bought my surname chopsticks too! totally love cny:) happy new year! (SMILES)
vanilla twillight
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 at 8:50 PM
sometimes you forgive people simply beacause you still want them in your life:)
drained.
flow
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 at 2:18 AM
so many things to do, yet so little time:(
i wanna shout out to you: please stop living in your disillusioned world!
bubble
Saturday, February 6, 2010 at 12:06 PM
Officially Missing You
All I hear is raindrops Falling on the rooftop Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go Cause this pain I feel It wont go away And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache I could escape But I fronted long enough to know There ain’t no way And today I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind And I, I’m officially
All I do is lay around Two ears full of tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all I don’t know you at all Well I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say That I’m officially missing you
Well I thought I could just get over you baby But I see that’s something I just can’t do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can’t find a way To let go of you
It official You know that I’m missing you Yeah yes All I hear is raindrops And I’m officially missing you
Friday, February 5, 2010 at 11:04 PM
saying sorry does not help if u keep repeating ya detestable action, not sparing a thought for me and simply coming up with politically correct excuses:(
was over at some restaurant in amk celebrating my grandfather's 82nd bday!:) i always feel very happy and comforted when i see my extended family gathered together for a celebratory dinner. just like cny house visiting, life's simple joys and pleasures:D but a bit sad cos i have hall prod full run which cannot be missed, so after eating the longevity buns and longevity noodles, it was already 8.30pm:( had no choice but to cab back to ntu after the two dishes. mad rush and was kinda upset on the way back. like why can't they put themselves in my shoes and be a bit more understanding:( arghh
i dun like pretentious people, alright who likes right. never knew this female fren of mine whom i thought so innocent, petite and adorable has such a pretentious side in her! just knew about all her secretive actions and honestly kinda disgusted. like i have always thought she is such a genuine and caring person! tink many of us will look at her in a different light now.
i feel the festive mood coming!!woohoo, especially so when my mum loves to tune in to FM97.2 in which they will play a cny song like every 10min..haha!:) heh, i still haven learn to make the "gok zai" from my grandma.soon soon.
having a quiz tomorrow and i haven started studying at all! mugging and fyp-ing, today it shall be!
1st february! that is 22 days to 22nd feb, my22nd bday!:D (dances)
